He gives me comfort, strength and guidance in the times i know i need it the most. I cannot even begin to comprehend how much he loves me, its just so overwhelming.
This past week i . .. .got a new job ! finally. And a good job. An organized job! with the city working with kids.
The week of the interview and test i prayed. so so so much. And i had a blessing. I did everything i thought i could.
So tuesday morning came and they called me to tell me i was hired.
and i went upstairs, got on my knees and started praying
and the spirit was absolutely overwhelming, i sat there crying. Because its situations like these that i see just how powerful the gospel is.
I was so worried about the math and english test i couldn't sleep until four in the morning. and i was exhausted, but i remembered more than i thought i would when i took it. And i'm horrible at interviews, but apparently i did something right because they called me back.
I havent been cussing lately. It hasn't even crossed my mind. When songs are stuck in my head with cuss words in them, another word replaces it. . .which is weird.
I hold God ...the gospel in general. ..responsible for every positive thing going on in my life right now. Its absolutely amazing.
I love it all so so much.
Life is changing. into something beautiful. Something amazing. Something i can describe to others and be proud.
I found Brennen's journal i made him a couple days ago. And forgot i had written a page entirely of my testimony of the gospel and it made me realize a lot. Reading my testimony made me so happy. I know i've messed up a lot, but i've fixed so much more.
It all makes me so happy.
The gospel makes me so ha

oh.
and every Sunday postsecret.com posts new anonymous secret postcards.amazing, as well (:
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