is guarding me right now.
its freezing. and i hate the cold. it makes everything seem so lonely.
i've been having a lot of family problems lately. its making everything very complicated.. .because i haven't exactly had such an enormous trial like this. i'm trying desperately to hold things together. for what feels the first time ever. Because it's not exactly something small. Its something completely out of my control. I still haven't finished processing.
I start my new job thursday. I'm putting in my weeks notice at Harkins Friday.
one of these days i'll write how i feel exactly.
but not now, not today atleast.