The Different Colors

My lungs are caving in from these things
And it's all for myself.
Is it all in vain?
Father, i'm depending on myself at moments where i have no strength.

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And i guess that's my fault you know?
I guess that's whats wrong. I put too much pressure on myself to please myself. To not do anything to disappoint myself, or anyone apart of my life. Because who you are affects everyone around you.
I'm so disappointed in myself after today. Nothing even big happened, nothing that was a big deal.
I put too much pressure on myself.
I just want to sleep! Maybe i'll write again one of these days.

Is September almost over?