i'm His favorite

The Lord's i mean. Atleast that's how it feels.

"God is in the midst of her; she shall not be moved: God shall help her"
Psalms 46:5

I can't find words to describe what's going on.
Hope is all you need. The knowledge of where to find it and the feeling you get when you grasp it.
Hold on to it and everything will be okay.
Trust in words but more so in the feeling that's given to you when you feel it.

And everything will be okay! Because it will be, i promise.